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Review and Outlook

Actually I wanted to write this year much more. I've seen a lot and wanted to share it with the readers of this blog, I wanted to handle many pleasures with this blog, but as I have already written to me often lacked the time and the strength.

When I look back on this 2010 then I float between Gück, sadness and hope. A year ago I would have never imagined that my life so walk and so developed. But I'm glad, because the reason I'm happy in my heart and I finally feel that my soul, my body and my feelings are coherent and united.


Review

In March this year I carried out in consultation with my former Psych login and my wife a 7-day Alltagestest for me. At that time found in the "hope" is a saturation in the "female". I was not at this stage of my transsexuality to that extent consciously as today. Back then I rented an apartment in Stuttgart and lived for 7 days as a woman in public, went shopping, got things done and everyday .... I was happy and each day grew even then the natural in me that I want to live as a woman.

In June this year, I moved after consultation with my wife in my "second" at home, an apartment with two other transsexuals my "Sally-home". My kingdom there comprises about 12 square meters, it is small but I am very happy there.

In July I have my opinions from my psychologist that my transsexuality basically confirmed. Heide Kraus my Psych login has looked after me very well and supported me that I was able to accept themselves. That same month, I have my Endrokinologin, visited Mrs. Dr. Phillip and thus now made my story even with health insurance according to known. She has referred me already at the first visit to Dr. Netzold my current accompanying psychotherapists.
This month I've outed myself to my employer, I am very understanding with my employer and pushed my way right now accompany many colleagues with me.

In August I had my first appointment with Dr. Netzold because of my urgent situation, which described in my opinion and has sent Mrs. Dr. Phillip well as findings of Dr. Netzold, I received my indication for hormone therapy obtained.

have September 2010 I started my Nadeleppilation and remove dark facial hair, approximately 1000 in the chin and upper lip area can be. The cost so far, I assume itself

October I begin more and more to let my natural and I am very happy because it gives me an inner satisfaction, however, until now the price is high, because the more I allow myself more more information I have my environment, to justify myself .... My stay in my flat as women are more often and for myself to understand. However, it is in the family environment more difficult to get a front upright for at this time know only my wife and partner of my transsexuality. The deliberate displacement of the situation of my sons, my friends and my family over on me more and more sad.
Life as a woman is more natural and obvious to me that hormones help a lot.

It is November and my inner turmoil is getting bigger, the Weschseln between a man and a woman, I no longer creative. It costs me more and more energy to meet the male part, no matter whether this is in the private or professional environment. In the meantime, I informed my sons, my great son (20) has aufegenommen very loose and of course, but I am still very grateful to him.
My little son (14) has recorded it shocked the whole family has helped to make him understand. I am very grateful to my family, because in such a situation is a true family bond that we in everyday life we are often unaware. I can not find the right words to express my feelings for the people of this family described. But still the turmoil of my person is still there. Therefore, we agree that I live in my flat during the week and on weekends and in the Holidays with the family live. This to me is an important phase, because one can I tell if I finally such a life that between two "persons" is constantly changing at all manageable. My life experience really begins.
The first weeks are hard, because actually I miss my family every day and on the other hand, I can not live in contentment when I'm not a woman can at least spend the evenings. To process all of this I won a psychotherapist, to further, this is only 10 minutes from my flat and he is very kind and sensitive. I have been living the life in a constant case. Unpacking, packing, case back and carry around are now zm Everyday life. These missions are very much on which two people are going to travel at least of her suitcases :-).
I can feel how much all this drain on my strength and energy.

In Decemeber are the first visible changes due to the hormones and also includes several colleagues already, meien hands are shoulder, arms become thinner, my face has become thinner and softer. Basically, everything is harmonious, that I have a hip does not bother me but now I'm proud of it. The Brusgröße is currently at A Cup, for me it feels great about, but the breast can be more difficult in the everyday work of the male Clothes conceal.
life during the week in my flat is now reinforced for me the rest of the family members and relatives, I briefed this month on me. For the first time I have in this context, a "self-runners" experienced in my outing, this is the case when a person without talking to my outing gives me further. So you have no influence to explain to these people and of course no chance of the situation.
My partner and wife is always with me more, so we have a realistic future, you go with me as a woman three days with friends in the Erzgebirge. There were two great days for us but just strange perceptions, we We were both strange and yet familiar. We note that we have to get to know new. For me those 3 days were the first in a long time in which I had no internal stress, the recovery effect was very big for me.
We see some chance that we have a common future with me will have a woman, but not in our common home. To this solution, we are currently working and I have noticed more and more that I have a very strong woman by my side. I can not thank her enough.
But the current coexistence will change, it is aware and it is very hard because the feelings are still there for each other. Basically we need some only because the society with the issue transsexual is not yet clearly separated.
About 3 weeks I have submitted my first name change in the district court and requested the name of Sally Sarah. As soon as I now ridiculous 900 EUR as an advance for the experts as to the process set in motion.


Conclusion: after all this I have now written down I will only become aware of in which rapid speed I move. But basically, I just let my natural person and the more I realize this naturalness, the less time I would like to say that I may or may not live. This has the consequence that increases my inner conflict. Reason to exist the "man" in me not merely to represent the presence in circles of friends or at work has not yet borne days.

view : as Eppilation IPL strikes as well and continue the changes in my body more and more, I think and hope that I can live my whole life experience over the next 3 months completely, does this mean 24 hours to live as a woman . I look forward to and yet I am also sad because I will lose again some friends and I hope that the distance to my family by not more, but we are working :-)

Happy New Year ... :-)

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return facial hair

Since September 2010, I leave now remove my facial hair means Nadeleppilation. Since I can now remove about 1000 hairs in 4 sessions. The cost is 400.00 EUR.
The result is indeed great, I've worked in the area no dark hair, but it is a very slow process and müshsamer. This is the fact that I have to bear the cost of the products himself.
A treatment by dei health insurance is possible but it must first be created the necessary basis. How, for example, the name change, and even then you have to convince the insurance company once that the treatment absolutely necessary.
The health insurance company usually only the cost of Eppilation if a sex reassignment surgery was performed. This must
Imagine that! The law sets a 24-month life test in which one should live the perceived gender and to integrate socially in public. For a Nadeleppilation may need to be made the hairs are at least 2 mm long. So I wonder whether the makers of these requirements have thought that there are no women with a three-day beard and very little to do with social integration has.

live my life experience I already every day, but I am still male in my references to the work, this is because the dark hairs on the face of the present are still strong and the supply of that just means only one make-up (camouflage) are.
This is then the next problem is that none of my heavily made Abreitskolleginnen comes to work. So I can not live the life experience completely. However, I now have

drawing another Eppilationsmethode to help, IPL. With IPL, the skin is treated with very intense light, this creates a termperature of about 70 degrees Celsius, the hair follicle dies and the hair is pushed outward. Jeodch way to do this only with the darker hair.

After the first treatment, I now have much much much less dark hair on the face and thus hardly a Bartschat. Finally I can use less make up and life experience brings together within reach :-)

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federal budget to SAP - Review of a decade of success

federal budget to SAP - Review of a decade of success

1998 Ministers Decision: The Austrian Federal budget allocation is to use the SAP business software will be completed in December 1999
The SAP Competence Center the Federal Computing Centre starts work.
autumn 2000 The 1 Rollout of SAP launches the social ministry and its subordinate agencies
summer of 2001 in the Social Ministry will set SAP-productive.
December 2002: Councilor Csoka - Federal Ministry of Finance - is at a lecture in Linz in impotence can be to remember anything and is retiring! State Secretary Finz adopts it on a napkin.
decides 2003 The Council of Ministers the establishment of a National Accounting Agency (BHAG).
summer 2003 The salaries of the Austrian governors in 4-fold Amount to the SAP systems migrated.
10-11. November 2003 Government Schweinhammer (payment and cost accounting, Federal Ministry of Finance) dies unexpectedly in the 6th Floor of the house Finanzen Strasse 4
December 2003 scandal surrounding the project ELAK (electronic file in the federal ministries) escalates.
April 2004 All federal departments are working with SAP. Because of the federal accounts, the data is rückmigriert on the old budget allocation in the federal data center.
first April 2004 The Accounting Agency begins with part of their work. Many accountants from the federal ministries in the new accounting agency, as GMBH and daughter of the Republic of Austria will be taken out.
December 2004 suppressive persons are dismissed without notice in the Federal Computing Centre.
first January 2005 The accounting agency shall include in the Dresden (Vienna-Brigittenau) their full operation. The SAP server remain in the federal data center.
April 2006 A suppressive person is summoned by the National Office for the Protection of Vienna.
October 2006 The National Council decided at its inaugural meeting, the establishment of an investigative committee concerning procurement "€ Fighter
January 2007 Karl-Heinz Grasser leaves the Treasury. It provides, however, a close Cabinet employee - Ms. Sumpter-Billinger - with the post of commercial director at the Federal Computing Center
January 2007 Kurt Datz, founder and head of the Vienna and further education institution VENETIA adult GmbH begins investors under false pretenses to buttoning money.
February / March 2007 a suppressive person is denounced www.peterpilz.at on.
spring 2007 the latest in the spring of 2007 sought to contact Datzer Wipplinger. He asked for interim financing for its AMS courses at Venetia.
May 2007 Bayerische Landesbank acquires Hypo Alpe Adria.
mid-2007 from that date begins Wolfgang Wipperman (former accountant at the Federal Social Welfare Office, also supervisory board of the housing cooperative WienSüd) to fabricate false notes - the stamp of the Federal Accounting Agency.
summer of 2007, the Chamber of Labour of trying to enforce the bankruptcy of Venetia. It's about claims of 42 former employees of around half a million Euro.GF Datzer by Venetia manages to wrest the bankruptcy judge at the Commercial Court of Vienna always new terms - partly because he notes the Republic for several million Euro could provide.
July 6, 2007 There is a confirmation to a Swiss company has liabilities of AMS Austria on VENETIA in the amount of € 1,792,826.79 €. This document was signed by the Republic of Austria Wolfgang Wipperman.
Summer 2007 Peter Lebinger (Mühlethaler and partners) purchased the assets of Kurt Datz / Venetia. At this time, according Lebinger no signs of bankruptcy at Venetia are visible.
November 2007 Since November 2007, the AMS - AMS-chief, according to facts Buchinger - no more credit to the adult school Venetia 12 from Vienna.
December 2007 Wipplinger (Accounting Agency) receives threatening phone calls from buyers who had the assets / liabilities of Kurt Datz on the open market purchase through the company mill dollars and partners in Switzerland.
31st December 2007 The threatening phone calls in the accounting agency with Mr. Wipperman be so unbearable that Hr. Wipplinger the matter tried to clean up this by arbitrarily in abundance fake certificates (bonds of the Republic) exhibited and payment deadlines postponed.
4th January to 1 September 2008 Mr. Wipperman (BHAG) is using its supposedly completely clueless assistant Mrs K. a dizzying carousel of money in motion. About the state-owned bank account of unemployment, to which he has access Wipplinger carried out between January and September 2008 at least money orders in the amount of 16.5 million €. Digression: The money from the AMS is still lacking. Of the total 16.5 million euros were 3.6 million euros directly to the account of Kurt Datz. EUR 4.4 million emigrated to investors in Austria, Denmark and Slovakia. 8.5 million euros flowed into an account of the Wiener Privatbank AG, a subsidiary of Raiffeisen Landesbank of Upper Austria.
22nd February 2008 Seven experts discussed in the Red Room of the Vienna Palace Trauttmansdorff on "Financial Talents - The role of CFOs in companies ". Johanna Moder (Bookkeeping agency of the federal government) as "CFO of the Republic of Austria" made it clear that their job description requires it, "having to know the business very well." He must know both decision about what happened with the banks and the customer. reported (Bernhard Madlener, THE STANDARD, print edition, 23./24.2.2008)
August 2008 profile over the arrears Affected Venetia instructor.
22nd August 2008 A Suppressive Person is again summoned by the "State Office for the Protection of the Constitution" in Vienna.
summer 2008 MR BC Ihle of BM Finance interim head of the bookkeeping agency will (decision of 26 August 2008)
30th Sept. 2008 Brandl is the final head of the Austrian Accounting Agency in Vienna, Dresdner Str.
24th October 2008 The Federal Accounting Agency (Wolfgang Wipperman) represents the final statement of 16 million counterfeit and promises new orders amounting to € 36 million. These fake promissory notes is Datzer (Venetia) to catch investors.
November 2008 "Environmental Action Tirol" will receive 2 confirmations in the amount of 16.3 million euros and 36 million €.
November 2008 The last Claims by Venetia at AMS will be charged.
third December 2008 bankruptcy petition against Venetia - Commercial court Vienna Ing Peter Schuster of "environmental action Tirol" told the courts to try to pay the debts of Venetia.
January 2009 The deadline for the Vienna Handesgerichtes Venetia elapses without Ing Schuster had paid the debt for the operational environment Tyrol Venetia.
23rd January 2009 AMS chief Buchanan sent a statement of the facts to the public prosecutor in Vienna on suspicion of fraud and forgery
30th January 2009 Wipplinger Datzer be arrested and handcuffed. Both assert the misappropriated funds by means of a gold mine in Ecuador (South America) to pay back.
first February 2009 Harald Weiglein, Chairman of the Federal Finance Minister Josef Pröll said the courier, that only 16 million have been displaced and distanced themselves from the accounting agency (although the entire accounts of the federal government there processed and the BHAG a 100% subsidiary company of the Republic Austria) is the owner's representative. Ministry of Finance)
first April 2009 The website www.austria-elak.com goes online. On this web site are scandals around the electronic file of the Federation (Republic of Austria) revealed. The Elak is directly related to the scandals surrounding HV-SAP and the accounting agency, as there are many interfaces between Elak and HV-SAP, SAP PM (SAP on the federal payroll) in the Federal Computing Centre. www.brz.gv.at
May 2009 A Suppressive Person is zwangsbesachwaltet.
October 2009 High Cabinet employees of Federal Minister Pröll unexpectedly dies young in the basement of the Federal Customs Office data center in the posterior 2-4 (1030 Vienna)
December 2009 The accountant Wipplinger is released from custody. His lawyers are the same ones who also represented Mr. Tilo Berlin (Ex-Hypo head and Million closing program).
December 2009, the SAP Competence Center celebrates 10 year anniversary.
December 2009, Hypo Alpe Adria AG must be saved by the Republic of Austria. Bayerische Landesbank and the state of Bavaria will be at least 400 million euros from Austria back.
April 2010 Federal President Heinz Fischer, who is informed about the processes in Brz / BMF since 2005, is overwhelmingly elected as President again. (See: Hans Pretterebner, case Lucona)
summer 2010 The minimum will be decided in Austria. At the same time is in the federal data center "transparency database (centralized view of all public support and grants will be established).
summer 2010 subpoena ex-Finance Minister Grasser at the State Criminal Court of Vienna "It need not be picking anything because I've done nothing wrong" It must be presumed innocent.
13th August 2010 Ex-Hypo head Kulterer arrested in Klagenfurt.
10th October 2010 municipal and state elections in WIEN. The municipality of Vienna and its 70 municipal departments use the accounting and cost accounting system SAP to cover up their illegal business transactions.
11th November 2010 Wolfgang Kulterer comes with a bail of 500,000 € again.
December 2010 from the Karl-Franzens-University Graz is chosen, the word "innocence" to the word of the year.
31st December 2010 thanksgiving to the transaction SAP SAP_ALL and all gods and goddesses, with which we are still in control.

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therapists, time and luck

Hello,

long as I have not heard from me.
Why? Now there were various reasons. First, I must clarify some "organizational" for my future endeavors. For example, the matter of the psychotherapist. So far I was at a "free psychologist" in treatment. The term "free" is meant that the psychologist is not paid directly by the health insurance because it has no security scheme, but with me directly.

This was and is cost-intensive accordingly, as a treatment hour costs 90.00 EUR, the treatment is intensive and well and you can determine the length of the session. I did the treatment very well. At this point: Thanks Heide. It has helped me to accept me and so facilitate my life basically.

Now I have two psychotherapists, Dr. Netzold in Reutlingen accompanied me on my way. Join in this case means that it makes no therapy with me, but the hormone therapy initiated and advised me on my next steps. The accompanying therapist "shall" you as soon as one enters into the hormone therapy itself and is to some extent by law.

However, it usually requires a second therapist / psychologist of a well treated. Treatment is individually tailored to each person and their problem with transsexualism. In my case I just need a therapist help me with the way my family.

way I would use this report in more detail because it is sometimes for me at the moment the most important thing in my life.

Fortunately, I could now see a therapist treated me well, it's not for us simply to have a TS, verständisvollen and untrusted find therapists who settles with the insurance company to have. I have found after more than 6 months of intensive search, a therapist who has the properties described and bills with the cash register. In addition, there is only 10 minutes from my new second home in Kornwestheim away. In the past I always had to travel to Karlsruhe to attend the meetings, it was a time of more than 6 hours in all.

You see, I reckon now really in hours, hours that I have for myself and I need for my way, I can buy my family and even the even the hours I need to earn the necessary money to the I desperately for my life need.

Thus, the therapist with the insurance company requires a so-called Konserliarbericht the one for which the treatment doctor gets, in my case, this is Dr. Phillip in Reutlingen. A Koriphäe Endrokinologin as well as a person. Ofmals moody but also very competent.
The therapists have really long waiting times and you have to consider as TS-woman if you'd rather go to a man or a woman as a therapist. Since I had a very great confidence in recent psychologist, I did myself at first to be treated seriously at the idea of a man.
Caro, a very good friend and one of my roommates WG, I have contact with my therapist Hr. Holzwarth in Ludwigsbrug ermögllicht :-) Thanks Caro .
Now, after 3 sessions with him, I must say that I feel very comfortable and he has already won my trust. The fund has confirmed 25 Sittzungen 50 minutes. We are therefore now spend each week sent together. However, this means that I need in each case for each meeting at least 4 hours.

Why? now .. . I'm still in my male references to the work, so I have to tell me for each meeting according dressing again. On the one hand, I think this is great, on the other hand, it is just a not inconsiderable organsiatorischer effort. As you

can read the case notes with the therapists and medical care ever quite a long time, the therapist and the accompanying Endrokinologin located in Reutlingen, but the arrival and departure needs as early as 2 hours. If you are lucky you may is between 1 and 1.5 hours waiting to be treated and then 10 minutes. Despite everything I've

very lucky that I have all these people on my side and guide you my way, professional, loving and verständisvoll, but also quite critical.
latter is just as important, so you do not lose touch with reality.

on all these dates will be added also the Epillationstermine, these are for my further path to tread as well as women's social integration into society.

It's all very complicated, often at the end of my tether and am nervous, but still I would go further, because the goal is for me to expect all the effort worth it.


because my goal is simply to live .... only live as that as what I feel and to me quite natural.

Now you understand why you probably missed me lately some time and also the power of this blog is to update, although this is very important to me.

like this the rest now .. in the next few posts

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Sol Invictus - Because JESUS winner is

SOL Invictus - Since Jesus is victor

Roman women have the winter solstice, the festival of the invincible sun god - celebrated - Sol Invictus. Over the centuries this was the feast of the birth of Christ, our sun, our light, our righteousness, our life is.

This light is stronger than darkness.
This love is stronger than hatred.
This resurrection power is stronger than death.
This sacrifice of love is stronger than any Christmas Satanic sacrifice. This forgiveness
force is stronger than any revenge in the world.
This love is stronger than any atomic destruction.

I hope, I believe that I am expecting.

Most people today are looking for recognition, love, Say-being. They confuse it with new cell phones, laptops, tablet PCs, fast cars, skiing in Kitzbühel, jewelry, and air travel in warm regions of the planet.

can be purchased with lot of money nowadays.
The experience of grace, the love, the recovered one and Adopted-being in God, the experience of harmonious co-existence and prayer under the Christmas tree - that one can not buy with money. This love
can not buy with money.
run why people so desperately through the area. More and more, faster.

here in Vienna we have so many Christmas tourists from the former communist countries. Many do not even know what is celebrated at Christmas. They had no religious instruction, they could not go to church. That was a punishable offense.

This emptiness will you with more money, gifts, smart phones, I-Phones, I-pads, game consoles, digital cameras, designer clothes, cars, planes, make up air travel.
This commercialization of Christmas, the Christian message has peaked already. On such advertising, such as the smoke fruit juices I have already almost smile: We hear: ". Oh Happy Day, when Jesus washed my sins away" As good as the smoke fruit juices may be, but with the redemption of Jesus they have little to do. Unfortunately, the lack of religious education today has advanced so far that most young people have no idea what this is all about.

Because the emotional expectations are so high, the disappointment on that Christmas Eve is often even higher. There is dispute within the family and acts of desperation.
I'll never forget a very old lady in the St. Stephens Cathedral, the song "Silent Night, Holy Night" was crying so bitterly that I almost tore the heart.
I'll never forget but when I am in many years ago Graz 23rd December, a city known Sandler and ports brother "20 shillings donated because I looked so rushed.

I wish all my blog readers a blessed a peaceful Christmas 2010.

May the love of God, the love of Jesus into it seem to their families, may disappear overcome the love the hate, fear, despair, confusion.
Immanuel - God with us. For

those who are alone on Christmas Eve: was
(Chapter 1)
In the beginning the word - and the Word was with God and the Word was God

From the Gospel according to John.
This was in the beginning with God.
Everything was was the same, and without him not one that has become.
In him was life and the life was the light of men.
The light shines in the darkness and the darkness has not understood it (Luther)

From the Gospel according to Luke: (Chapter 2)

And there were shepherds in the same area, which remained in the open and at night keeping watch over their flock. And a
angel of the Lord came upon them and the glory of the Lord shone around them, and they feared with great fear.
And the angel said unto them, do not be afraid! behold, I bring you news of great joy that will be for all people. For you today a Savior is born - Christ the Lord in David's city ......

And suddenly there was with the angel a multitude of the heavenly host praising God and saying, Glory to God in
the highest and peace Peace, peace on earth to whom he favors.

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State of Fear - Memories of Christmas 2004

"State of Fear" (Original title: State of Fear) the brilliant Michael Crichton is an environmental thriller, that came out in 2004 in the United States.

is the beginning tells of a physicist who tried in Paris in a swimming pool, with generators to produce artificially small tsunamis.
It's about a millionaire who makes his fortune to environmental protection are available, but suddenly disappears and reappears in Southeast Asia. Just then there is the "wave" (you know what I mean) are set artificially through huge generators to move.

to celebrate Christmas, Christianity, the birth of Jesus. Critics and historians say that the party actually the feast of the invincible Roman sun god (Sol Invictus) was. The atheist is Christmas no matter, all lies and deceit they say. The Satanist is Christmas, the great Christian festival of Christmas, but no matter. This opinion represents the American author Rebecca Brown. She claims that just crucified during the high holidays Christian pastors, weak Christian communities and individuals will be destroyed.

have this perspective I 26 December 2004 has not seen in such detail. Yes, the world was actually in fear of this holiday season 2004th And did you, dear reader, ever wondered why in the Middle East of all the Christmas holidays in 2008 a war has begun? I understand such evil deeds only partially.

Is not it sad that just at Christmas, the Jewish prophet Isaiah reminded that Christianity, which left such a beautiful idea:

Isaiah 11, 1-10

1 And a rice will emerge from the stump Jesse, and a shoot from his roots will bear fruit. 2 And rest upon him the Spirit of Jehovah, the Spirit of wisdom and understanding, the spirit of counsel and might, the spirit of knowledge and fear of the LORD, 3 And his delight shall be in the fear of Jehovah. And he shall not judge after the sight of his eyes, and do not talk right after the hearing of his ears, 4 and He shall judge the poor are in justice, and the meek of the right to speak in straightness. And he will strike the earth with the rod of his mouth, and kill with the breath of his lips the wicked. 5 And righteousness shall be the girdle of his loins, and faithfulness the sash around his waist. - 6 And the wolf shall dwell with the lamb, and the leopard with the kid, and the calf and the young lion and the fattened cattle will be together, and a little child shall lead them. 7 And the cow and the bear shall graze together, their young lie down together, and the lion shall eat straw like the ox. 8 And the sucking child shall play on the hole of the asp, and the weaned Child put his hand on the den. 9 They will not hurt nor destroy in all My holy mountain: for the earth will be full of the knowledge of Jehovah as the waters cover the sea floor. - 10 And it shall come to pass in that day the root of Jesse, which stands as a banner of the peoples, nations will ask for him, and his resting place will be glorious.

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Bad Fucking

Inspired by a novel by Kurt Palm with the evocative name "Bad Fucking" (Residenz Verlag) I am now very inspired to also write a novel about the events in the Federal Ministry of Finance since 2002.

person of action: ( similarities to living persons is entirely coincidental )

Councilor Stefan Csoka: BMF, Division VI / 3
Office Director Wolfgang Schweinhammer: BMF, Division VI / 3
Karl-Heinz Grasser: it is the " presumption of innocence "
Matthias Winkler: His cabinet chief
Mag Christine Sumpter-Billings: Federal Ministry of Finance, Head of gambling, currently section chief GT
summer, BMF
Ing Peter Krassl, Bundesrechenzentrum
wife Theresa Moser, Brz
MMag woman. Claudia Ringel, Brz
woman Arbanas, Brz
Mr. Leiner, Brz
Mr. Hafner, Mr. Brz
Ihle, Mr. Palmetzhofer
BMF, BMF
Wolfgang Wipperman, Accounting Agency of the Republic of Austria
Kurt Datz, adult school Venetia
Mr. Nemec, lawyer of Wipplinger
Mr. Tilo Berlin, Investor
Mr. Psycho cult, a former bank chief
Joerg Haider, governor (are comments from the other world)
Dr. Brandstetter, lawyer Tilo Berlin
Gottfried helmet Weiner, academic painter
Dorothea Burel, Minister of dismemberment of the Republic of Austria
Mr. Bowling, Chancellor of the Banana Republic of Austria
woman Bandel-Orth: Justice Minister
Mr. Conroy, CEO of a large bank
Mr. Specht , bank chief in custody: are comments from the prison
Mr. poison mushroom, MP for € fighter procurement
Mr Straw bag, emigrant and immigrant
Mr. Fuchs, chairman and board of directors "MINIMA"
Udo Proksch: comments on the events from the beyond

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My story: Zwangsbesachwaltung a suppressive person

Besachwaltung a suppressive person

On the night of 10 on 11.11.2003 died unexpectedly and suddenly in the Federal Ministry of Finance Mr. RegRat Office Director W. Schweinhammer. He was 30 years of civil servant in the Ministry of Finance of the Republic of Austria, a specialist in electronic payments with power of attorney for all bank accounts of the Republic of Austria, the Federal Ministries and the Supreme organs. The deceased left on a PSK bank account called FEAR various account information.

Already in December 2002 fell Councilor Stefan Csoka - allegedly in Linz after a talk with financial officials - into a coma. Councilor Csoka was responsible since 1966 for the Federal Ministry of Finance and budget allocation. He had also created the concept for the new federal budget allocation to SAP as well as on the previous systems. The officials in the federal ministries called him "the brains of the republic." This brain was destroyed in early December 2002, amnesia-inducing medications and injections, almost. Csoka could recall after months of hospitalization to very little and was retired. The Federal Ministry of Finance Alfred Finz, which began as an accountant at Csoka, passed him by hand on a napkin. "Thank you, Stefan"

By December 2004 I was allowed to perform the work of the murdered Schweinhammer in the conversion of the federal budget to SAP. In December 2004 I was laid off from my supervisor Ing Grassl sects like a criminal without notice and removed from the federal data center.

In November 2005, my photo was www.brz.gv.at on the website of the data center to see. I brought a copyright complaint to the Labour Court in Vienna. This was rejected because of formal errors.
Because of persecution by the psycho-sect - hereinafter "Epitarsis" called - turned I was at the German Federal Intelligence Service for help, as in Germany, the sect under surveillance by the Federal Constitution. Again, I was by the Vienna State Office for the Protection of the Constitution - April 2006 - as summoned a criminal.

In the spring of 2007 - the Euro-Fighter U-committee was constantly at his peak and Dr. fungus in the media - I was on my ex-colleagues from www.peterpilz.at Grassl, marigold, Moser, Hafner, Arbanas, Leiner, Others have Mitterwurzer denounced as a Scientologist, the thousands of stolen data material from the Federal Computing Centre, Court and other government agencies. Only by expensive lawyers interventions were the Vienna Open at hand, it denunciatory Entries (violation of personal rights for media law) whatsoever. I was a nervous wreck at the end, I had already in the books by Renate Hartwig and others read that way and just as with "suppressive persons" bypassed. The evidence said therefore that I was from a champagne company for "Suppressive Person" appointed, because I give the plan "Clear Austria" stood in the way solid. The reversal of the facts (and therefore I shall called cult member) is indeed an ancient method of intelligence and of course the "Office of Special Affairs".
in the first summer 2007, I dared me at the District Court of Vienna-Inner City Appropriate authorities. In January 2008 there was at the State Criminal Court in Vienna a sham trial. The lawyer for the Open, Dr. Noll talked me down and told me to adjust for cost reasons the procedure.
In the summer of 2008 I was again demonstrated by the Vienna State Office for the Protection of the Constitution as a criminal. The police officers who work there are obviously the best of terms with the sect and also to those criminals who have denounced me and have thrown out the Federal Computing Centre.
came in the autumn of 2008 because of about 600 €, the T-Mobile from me - unfairly in my view - called for an action for payment at the District Court of Vienna Liesing. The judge Mrs. Irene Bauer Moitzi presented at the 1st Diet on 28/11/2008 the demand that I should be besachwaltet. On 01/07/2009 by Mrs Romana Wieser (by the way has disappeared from the district court in Vienna Liesing) Dr. Martin Weiser, then 1080 Vienna, Josefstadt Strasse 45, appointed as interim trustee. On 22
April 2009 I was summoned to a psychiatric examination by Dr. Herbert Koegler in Wien-Mödling. My theological studies were interpreted so since 1998 (-custody report, Professor Max Friedrich) as a "disease". That is why I have the arduous second and 3 Education business administration with specialization in accounting and business software (SAP) was studied.

On 14 May 2009, it came at the Vienna-BG Liesing Zwangsbesachwaltung due to the trial. It appeared, representing Dr. Weiser Dr. Andreas Lehner. We had the room before the judge (because zwangsbesachwaltet was an old rich lady of women had been) longer time and so I asked Dr. Lehner regarding the Justice server and electronic form via the Klagseinbringung federal data center. Dr. Lehner knew so well decision concerning my work in the GT.

went to the final Besachwalterung the problems going on really. Small bills and reminders kept coming to my postal address. The debt collection agency in Vienna ÖID EOS-Margaret sent about 10 times questions to the office of Dr. Weiser. The secretary of Dr. Weiser Schoditz woman was, and is overwhelmed in every way. Therefore, companies sent all bills and dunning runs back to my address. On 18
September 2009 there was a meeting with Dr. Weiser, District Court of Vienna Liesing. This was possible after I had massively intervened in the civil law of the ORF, with the Bar Association of Vienna and many other bodies such as Association for Sachwalterschaft etc..

Dr. Weiser was still not ready to pay some outstanding bills from my checking account at First Bank. When he started the conversation, he told me as a perfect human being goofy face: "The first thing I will say, however, Mrs. H.:" we are not married. " The man is really not quite all. And something is appointed by the Austrian courts to advocate.

In July 2009, I took - after a long wait time - files at the Vienna-BG Liesing. Because me a note, Judges Bauer Moitra was a telephone conversation with the Ministry of Finance (Section Chief Dr. Winter) in the hands. This is proof that we place "intervention" had.

In September 2009, my appeal against decision Sachwalterschaft the Regional Court for Civil Matters in Vienna (2nd instance) refused on the grounds that: "In Besachwalteten is a paranoid, conspiracy theorist querulative, can not distinguish between fantasy and reality. "

In February 2009, published in the Journal PROFILE is an article about an official of the accounting agency that millions have to fake promissory notes to the detriment of the Republic and the AMS. This bookkeeper was once the social ministry and we have him enrolled in the federal data center for SAP. (PROFILE, 02/02/2009 "In touch money")
In December 2009, the murderers and swindlers ("Clear Austria") at the Federal Computing Center and the Federal Ministry of Finance "10 years of SAP Center of Competence" celebrate, I decided to tell my story.

http://remembersofsuppressivepersons.blogspot.com/
http://chronologieeinerentmuendigung.blogspot.com/
http://rosytalking.blogspot.com/ (Federal Computing - memories of Wien Mitte)
http://justizaustria.blogspot.com/

Finally, some comments on the Trustee Dr . Martin Weiser, 1030 Vienna, Landstrasser Hauptstraße 60

first The administrator Dr. Martin Weiser can open and read any e-mails, and not deal with PCs.
second Dr. Weiser is happening even (with original Biedermeier furniture) difficulty with their own telephone system in his office in Vienna Nobel Highway
third Dr. Weiser has the District Court of Vienna-Liesing more than double the amount due him by law for the activity a champion of my person called on. The court has granted only half the amount demanded by him. Since the decision of the BG Liesing Dr. Weiser is in no way more ready to do anything.
4th Appointments with the Trustee to be canceled 20 minutes before - if one is already almost at the office of the administrator.
5th On my checking account is a nice little sum was collected. Nevertheless, the trustee is not ready to ready for Christmas gifts for my children or much-needed drugs money.
6th Rent and electricity are paid only on the basis of the detailed work of the bank employees, Mrs Vokroj-Ossig at Erste Bank Mödling.
7th The administrator Dr. Weiser sees my concern that the accounts are paid on time by him, as "an expression of my illness" (to see his opinion to the court in May 2010)

Conclusion: Scientologists (Clear Austria), judges, experts, the Federal Computing Centre and the Treasury have in an outstanding way worked together to me - one of the last witnesses of the pig hammer murder and attempted murder of Councilor Csoka - if not kill set, then at least by a complete incapacitation (with dispossession) into social OUT.

The team "Clear Austria" (to the side of my ex-boss Grassl also ÖBB boss key, Minister Bures and the painter helmet wine are added) So done a good job. With the help of "Dirty Tricks" is called "suppressive persons" attack until they end up either in jail or in psychiatric units. In Austria, yet the special form of "Besachwalterung" to, because it is very easy here depriving a person of all civil rights.

the target in the Ron Hubbard State: Only "Clears" should have full citizenship rights. Therefore, we besachwalten suppressive persons. This is the Austrian solution.


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Film: "Until nothing remains" (directed by Niki Stein, Germany 2010)

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Julian Assange and the demand for a WORLD JUSTICE

About Julian Assange and Wikileaks has been written about very much. Personally - by the charisma purely ago - it seems to me as a mixture of Epitarsianer, Freemason and Black Mage. But of course that is only my personal impression.

What does Mr. Assange and Wikileaks in this supposed "end-time troubles" play, says Mr. Machiavelli the example MAKES:

you are the new king of a country and want to make sure that you remain so. So you will two separate call to itself, where you are sure that these do what you tell them. The one you are training for left-wing policies and fund them so that they can form a party. They'll make the other party but also, they can however create a politically right-wing party. Now they have launched two opposition parties to life. They finance the propaganda, elections, campaigns and thereby always know precisely about their plans know. That is, they control both parties. Do you want one of the two parties at an advantage, please shoot this simply more money than the other. Both leaders believe that you are standing on their side and you are so Two friends. The people will, however, this back and forth between left and right are so caught up that it will never come behind you when the king the cause of the strife are

In this respect, one could also use this fuss about Wikileaks and Julian Assange (the people always need a face as pawns) terms.

We know now that through envy, hatred, strife, war, artificially generated conflict, deprivation, hunger, unemployment and the spread of disease all the nations of the earth shall be so worn down, so accept all people and nations, the establishment of national institutions and erwünschen.

Here the system Machiavelli in brief:

first It creates conflict, struggle in which the people against each other and not against the true author.
second It does not act as instigators of the conflicts in appearance.
third It supports all the opposing parties.
4th It is regarded as benevolent authority that would end the conflict.

Today we have just the Cyber-War, the conflict is also artificially produced using modern technological means.
As Dr. Erhard Busek in pulse-4 Talk about Wikileaks a world of justice, called for an institution, where such evil deeds, such as Wikileaks Burscherln list since it can be punished at the international level, I am now back the true cause Wikileaks this conflict come to mind.

Yes, Mr. Busek. He was Minister of Science, head of the ÖVP, Wiener Vice Mayor, and more. Many good jobs has he zugeschanzt the FM party. Whenever I see him somewhere, I think of the story of his wife. She was a professor in the Gymnasium Wien 23 (Anton-Krieger-Gasse). In the 1980s he had to witness years of students there, as from the 1st Stock on committing suicide in the school yard jumped. I am reminded again of the book by Kurt Tozzer "death trap politics," where most cruel deaths are described around Austrian politicians and their families. These stories lead me back to my great Role model and teacher, Prof. Derek Prince (1915 to 2003), who speaks in many of his lectures and books about those Damn Freemasonry through its members and their families up in the 3rd and 4 Generation brings. I will give these victims a book. Perhaps this book gives guidance how to get out of this cursed life. Derek Prince also told about the English Freemasonry, where the worst Selbstverfluchungen be pronounced. If you reveal secrets, one has to check off as the left arm itself. From a spiritual point of view, Freemasonry is a disaster for those who have dedicated themselves to her.
I recommend to all interested parties the Book by Derek Prince Blessing or Curse - you have the choice "

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A terrible accident on "BET THAT"

Caveat: I also pray for the poor Samuel Koch, who had such a terrible accident at this show" Wetten dass ".

But I would still ask the question: What kind of world we live that the cameras - a young man must jump into a car steered by his father - only because of falling attendances and rising thrill?

reminds me of the gladiator games of the Romans, where people were thrown to the lions, reminding me but also sympathetic to the skier Ulli Maier, in January 1994 before the cameras at a World Cup event died. No one today speaks more of her.
THE SHOW MUST GO ON. THE SHOW MUST GO ON.

this horrible barbaric game reminds me but also to the Abhärtungsrituale of the U.S. Secret Order of Scull and Bones and its German subsidiary SS (Silver Star - also called the Skull Knights)

Many critical contemporaries wonder in the face of such cruel public entertainments (including in the Middle Ages you have people executed in public for the amusement of the primitive people): HAS BEGUN THE TIME OF THE ANTI-CHRISTIAN? If compassion, charity, support the weak, no values? They must be banished really like Ron Hubbard in his remarks to the "Clear State said "

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dismissal from the Federal Computing: so it makes the sect

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Federal Computing Centre
Finanzen Straße 4
1030 Vienna
FN: 160573m
DVR: 9875597

Vienna, Wednesday, 1 December 2004.

Subject: dismissal

Dear Ms. Habsburg

particular because of the deliberately inaccurate accounting of working time to our customers, we herewith in accordance with the relevant labor laws, the dismissal because Vertrauensunwürdigkeit from

require the same time. we are on, all in your possession Company documents and keys, access authorization card and the like immediately leave.

is the final settlement of your compensation by the Department of the T-HR Federal Computing Ltd.

a clearance according to § 23 para 1 Angestelltengesetz not deserve.

Sincerely

Mag Erhard Schmidt, MBA
CEO

Dr. Anton Schicho
Head of Area T

official:
Mag Roland Clean
Phone: 0043-1-71123-2255

This letter I received - the Suppressive Person - sick with severe sore throat and high fever at home lying in bed. So they are just followers of the sect. The "Office of Special Affairs", the puppets since 1998 provided successfully in the Austrian Federal Computing their service, gave the statement that all "Potential Trouble Sources" were immediately withdrawn from the federal data center - especially all SAP consultant in the federal budget. Instead, if the "ORG" have some SAP consultants in the sleeve so that the federal data center can be supplied nationwide with members of the Vienna ORG. Women should also Sumpter-Billings (currently head of department in the Ministry of Finance) and ex-sister in law of Finance Minister Grasser Commercial Director of Brz GmbH, so that all transfers are to Florida, Los Angeles, Copenhagen and London are from the Austrian federal budget continues to go unnoticed and made on time. What
in these days of December of 2004, then took in another episode, check out this blog "Federal Computing - memories of Wien-Mitte"

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say that after 7 years of bad things, what did they do get back.
Since the days of the week this year, falling precisely on the calendar day of the month as in 2004, remember I'm already in detail in 2004. The year 2004 was a fateful year for me. In April 2004, I still must put the supreme bodies (Office of the President, Parliament, the Constitutional Court, Administrative Court, Ombudsman, Court of Auditors) for HV-SAP-productive, on 1 December 2004 (a Wednesday) I have been dismissed without notice in the Federal Computing Centre (on sick leave as a member of the Union Public Service) (I got a registered letter to the bedside), on 2 December 2004 I am on behalf of my SC-superior (to me personally was not in the eyes) from the lawyers of the BRZ GmbH as a criminal by the federal center in the posterior been Zollamtsstraße four out. I was the ridicule and scorn of the other people at all levels of the federal data center exposed.

This December 2004, and many people around the globe in a horrible memory. On Sunday, 26 December 2004 (year of the Boxing Day falls back on a Sunday) there was a large TSUNAMI in Southeast Asia and many people there were killed. Just that day I had a beautiful vision of the coming of the Lord (I must be officially certified lunatics) - perhaps but even the CIA pressed this beautiful picture in my brain - who knows? I had this vision in an American community in Vienna, where it is teeming with the Agency.

But now to the chronological analysis of events surrounding my dismissal from the Federal Computing Centre in December 2004:

Wednesday 1 December 2004: I was ill at home in bed. The postman rings and handed me written the dismissal as an employee in the Federal Computing Center Ltd. reasons: I was - when I went to the Brz Academy in the Fashion Center Street in the third district of Vienna at a price - with the tech card (time recording for employees) at the entrance of the federal data center not logged off. I call on the council and in the personnel office and get on the next day for an appointment. The primitive SPÖ Works insulted me on the phone and then the next day again in person. He had already booked their Christmas trip to the Caribbean and I could only do unnecessary work.

Thursday 2 December 2004, 3 clock early this night: I can not sleep, of course. In the early hours of that second December 2004 - shortly after I dozed a bit but then - I dream of following nightmare: On the building of the federal data center in the rear Zollamtsstraße 4, an explosive attack perpetrated. Charred bodies lying everywhere. From the building you can see only the framework. Hovers over the building in a huge black cloak (as a bat), the prince of darkness, reveals himself as the manager Neumann and turned into this. I myself go through the smoking ruins, must climb over corpses. It is unbearable. I'm turning the dream into a milky blue-white ball that wegschwebt from this place of horror in the rear Zollamtsstraße.

Thursday 2 December 2004: Federal Computing Centre, Rear Zollamtsstraße 4, 1030 Vienna, Porter: I rise to the council and in the personnel department and the lawyer of the house, Mag Roland Clean collects it from me and leads me like a prisoner in the office of the Personnel Department of Brz Inc. The hiring manager is Dr. Schicho clearly embarrassed that he is forced to lay me in such a way. He is well known that this is not entirely lawful. It would have been before the dismissal must be at least one or two warnings. But in the psycho-sect, and especially at the "Office of Special Affairs," where my boss Grassl the training received, subject to other laws to which I subject myself to appear now unconditional. Amid the laughter of my colleagues, I must once again enter my office. Since I'm in the SAP projects in the federal budget (ie in all federal ministries and institutions Supreme) cooperated, I had a lot of paper, scripts, and books in my office. A secretary who had no idea of the matter, took over the supervision regarding removal of my personal belongings, briefcases, small souvenirs. Example, I had received from the old Federal Court of Auditors annual accounts given. The sect has developed good methods, "Potential Trouble Sources," with one stroke of their number to be removed. I've seen in this December 2004 at his own body.

Friday 3 December 2004: A Ministerial by the Court, which I supported in SAP (SAP and the federal budget, that was my purpose in life at that time) offered me to drive my scripts (I also had from the company SAP a lot of scripts from my many to pick up training) and personal items from my office. After years of work had in my office in the first Floor in the rear Zollamtsstraße accumulated a lot. They had already packed in boxes and my scripts so we could transport the items to the park area in the basement. That was the last day on which I was allowed to enter my beloved workplace. The basement of the federal data center should employ me in the following years in many dreams.

Monday 6 December 2004: The disability officer of Brz (Member of the Works) calls me at night and talks to me a hole in his stomach. If he had known that before, he could have helped me. He has so many "inconsistencies" noticed in the GT, but it are the "hands are tied." In any case, my release is not completely legal, it should have given warnings. But in the psycho-sect SC Epitarsis just different rules apply.

Thursday, 9 December 2004: An employee of the personnel department of Brz GmbH (with the Federal German accent) calls me and congratulated me, I would have made the GT-contest a prize. My proposal that I submitted, was that the GT-site www.brz.gv.at also be offered in English. The idea I had come as a sheikh from Oman attended the Federal data center and was impressed by our Austrian electronically available land. Such information about the first IT service providers the federal government in Austria must be offered in English. Since I (as a "Suppressive Person") are not so now would be allowed to enter my former work place, the federal data center in Vienna, may, I could not take part in the ceremony in the Great Hall. Therefore, one would send me the decree by mail and the prize money (EUR 300, -) payment in my checking account.

Friday 10 December 2004: In the swimming pool of the fitness club Holmes Place "I see Mag Schmid, currently managing director of Brz GmbH - but already on the hit list of the psycho-sect. As a consolation I hear in the Christmas season always a song by Gerd Steinbäcker (STS): "Yes, they know everything better and tuan as when and how who POAR Froges a host, they Legn it across"
Saturday 11 December 2004: I'm going with friends to the Christmas market on the tube in the mountains. Yes, this beautiful mountain snow / Raxgebiet has always healed my soul. The people there are so direct, so simple, shaped so of the hard work. The Fron centuries was their fate. You did it under difficult conditions - is one of the cooling pipe Austria Poland - to survive.

Monday 13 December 2004: The lawyer of the Disability Brz GmbH calls me at night again. Yes, on Wednesday was that of my beloved Christmas Federal Computing Centre. He'll think of me. My mental anguish reaching its peak. I think I've never cried so much in my life as this week in December 2004. The psycho-sect SC Epitarsis and the "Office of Special Affairs" have achieved their goal: I feel guilty, I feel responsible for something I did not do. The reversal of fact, the guilt-making "suppressive persons" is an old method of secret services. In these weeks of Advent 2004, I can do me no rhyme, in which criminal national and international machinations I was here involved.

Wednesday 15 December 2004: Today is Christmas in the federal data center. The disability officer calls me again. I hear in the background even the busy preparations in the federal data center. Why must the man unnecessarily torment me? I decide to drive to the snow mountains.

Tuesday 21 December 2004: In an abandoned coal mine refuge on the southern slopes of the snow mountain, I forget my sorrow, my anger and my sadness. I've not yet covered to some extent, what I will blossom in the coming years, me as a "Suppressive Person". Meanwhile, I give all my pain, my tears of nature, I tell the trees and in Prigglitz Sureties Vöstenhof. Nature can radiate radio like this for peace. Now and then a deer jumps hastily over the snowy forest meadow. At night, the few houses shining in the distance with their Christmas decorations. Here in the forests around the local mountains of Vienna does not yet seem to have been noticed all too much of the project "Klare Austria, its victims and its perpetrators.

Friday 24 December 2004: Christmas Eve in the mountains. We drive up the forest road and looking down into the Vienna Basin (also called Wiener soil), the conifers are richly equipped with mistletoe. From the car we have the following song from Xavier Naidoo sound: I will not let you Lord Jesus - even If my pain will reach to the sky ....

Saturday 25 December 2004: On this day, I visit St. Stephen's Cathedral. Cardinal Christoph Schoenborn has a very nice Christmas sermon. The cathedral is as always packed. The Cardinal told about the Earth, the interior glows. I get it to do with fear. Is this a foreboding sermon in relation to the next day?

Sunday 26 Dezember 2004-10 15-12 clock clock: St. Stephen's, called this 26th December in Austria and probably also in southern Germany. Saint Stephen was dying, forgave his murderers. St. Stephen's Cathedral, the central church in the heart of Vienna, is dedicated to this saint. Normally Visiting at 26.12. always a Catholic service because I the gospel that is preached on that day, especially love. It says in the passage: "If you dragged before courts slandered, sued, and mocked, then do not be afraid, you no worries about what you shall speak, as you shall defend you, for I will give you another Comforter to send the Holy Spirit. He will enter you, what ye shall say, as you shall defend you.

Sunday 26 December 2004 - Evening Service in Vienna: At Christmas, I always have such a hunger for the Word of God for the word. Since it does happen that I go 2 or 3 times in the church. They will say, this is a true "Kerzerl-eater". So I am still in the evening in a church service of an American free church in Vienna highway. There are Dogs Christmas music, sung by an opera singer from Sri Lanka. And while I sing so, meditate and weep, I have a wonderful picture before my eyes. Christ stands before me in a golden light, with a golden robe, he captured my small hand and led me before each of my colleagues in the Austrian Federal Computing Centre, everyone: Those who have denounced me, the records of my allegedly led to long lunch breaks have those who have me declared a "suppressive person" and those who have dismissed me unjustified. Every individual, every individual is in this inner image moved past me. And the Lord Himself says to me. "Forgive him, forgive her," So I am reconciled and happy this Christmas service in this historic 26th December 2004. But I heard back in the afternoon on news that it has been a large tsunami in Southeast Asia - with at least 10,000 dead. After the service, we drive to the lodge to the snow mountains. Still, everything is peaceful, beautiful. I still say to me and my companions: There will be more than 10,000 deaths.
27th December 2004: "State of Fear" (State of Fear) is a book of Michael Crichton. I am proud that the famous physicist Prof. Franz Zeilinger from Vienna, is among his favorites. It begins with a scene in Paris, where a physicist trying to create a large swimming pool with artificially high tsunami waves. "Honni soit, qui mal i pense." Today, through the media it time the tragic scale of this disaster in Thailand and surrounding countries known. Many Austrians flee even before Christmas Eve and his emotional problems in the warm countries. Christmas in Austria has a long history, is indeed, not least the famous carol "Silent Night, Holy Night" from Salzburg. Many people are afraid on Christmas Eve to be alone or tortured by their relationship to be. Therefore, they like to go to Asian countries, where all other cults is honored and where the infant Jesus to see far and wide, nothing is. Therefore, there are many, many Austrian victims to complain. The Foreign Minister and her office seem to be hopelessly overwhelmed.
28th December 2004: In all the hubbub surrounding the tragedy in South-East Asia, I forget my personal grief. My grief, my problems, namely that I must go back to the job and I must report a job-seeker. I shudder.

31st December 2004: The last day of the year has begun. Much has happened this year, not only in my working life, but also worldwide. I'm sitting in a cafe in Gloggnitz in Lower Austria (district Neunkirchen) I enjoy the blend. My counterpart - a nurse - tells me he would most like to the disaster area. There are already many volunteers from Austria, who flew to Thailand. Hooray, we're still alive, hooray, we are still alive. Life goes on. Our guardian angels like us guide continue to be so good. We thank and shout it out into the winter landscape around the Schneeberg and Rax: HURRAH - WE STILL LIFE. Despite persecution by Scientis, Office of Special Affairs, and other bad people. HURRAH - WE LIVE STILL!

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11th November and the justice of the

November was for me until 2003 always a very ordinary day. Why should just start on that day of the carnival, I was not entirely clear, but I took it as a welcome change in the dull November weather.

Tuesday, the 11th November 2003 should be no ordinary day for me. I worked in the GT and had there in the project HV-SAP customizing, organizing SAP training, and advise officers in the federal ministries and support.

When I came in early to my job in the rear Zollamtsstraße, a police car was parked outside the house and the black flag waved from the office building. When I

my office on the 1st Stock entered, were waiting the dear colleagues (those which did in Epitarsis-style record of my lunch breaks) and told me that did not take place due to a death in the appointment of the finance authority.

the other end of that day I have already described in detail elsewhere.
Years later I realized the importance of this day.

The deceased was not some official, he was responsible for payments of the Republic of Austria, had access to all accounts of ministries and supreme bodies of the Republic of Austria.

Why he is even in the night of 10 to 11 November had to die, I should learn much later.
In this issue, I turned to various authorities at home and abroad.

Because of a payment demand of about 660 Euro from T-Mobile there was an action for payment at the District Court of Vienna Liesing. This little procedure was perfectly used to place myself in the "loony-corner". A psychiatrist talk me wish that I ever worked for the federal government.

That is an old method of all totalitarian systems, that critics, revealing either the same or eliminate etc. "psychiatrisiert.
It was therefore commissioned by the Ministry of Finance and Federal Ministry of Justice ordered an expert who confirmed my total inability to act should. How much money such an expert to the Austrian Epitarsis of Justice will receive is unclear.

the experts in Kaprun process was treated similarly. They found a weak spot in his biography and you already conjures up a psychiatric expert of his box from the hat, the official said the boy was mad.

sitting out sit out, sit out. Grass grow over it, which has been Lucona-days, the best practice of the Austrian Justice bananas.

"A powerful lobby of the court had made a puppet theater."

It formulated a national apt. It must be horrible if one in all his pain this so a murderous justice Mafia face must.

But that's just Austria. Here is for example an ex-minister, the killer has covered Proksch for years, now a respected retired representative. Such a thing is meant not in Germany. But Austria is different.

"If justice consists only of the law, then life is meaningless."

This said a nun who voluntarily went to prison for her sister, to their commissioner. Even the Commissioner was impressed at such wisdom.

Yes, maybe there's somewhere another justice, greater justice, attract the people responsible for this explosion of Kaprun disaster once the responsibility is. You will then probably say we were not at all, not so. But the constraints and pressures to abide by the lodge to play along with the matter.

are perhaps also those people who have accelerated the death of the official Ministry of Finance, also find its judges. Their brains are indeed of the sect, washing, they can hardly even think independently. Maybe they really believe that it is good that will be paid by Austria's tax accounts a lot of money to accounts of the psycho-sect. Maybe they think
due to their brainwashing and years of auditing, that it is necessary , Is that Austria is "clear" is. Maybe they really believe that the only way the world can be saved. Poor tortured souls - actually.

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11.11. - 11th November - the Treasury death and injury,

Tonight - 7 years ago - was that officials at the Federal Ministry of Finance - responsible for the electronic payments system of the Republic of Austria - killed or found dead or overthrown or unhappy or ... My goodness, how time flies.

It certainly was the 11.11. - And this is cause for suspicion.

Chapter 52 of federal budget accounting is responsible for public duties - ie taxes. This corresponds the SAP client 252 in the accounting agency or in Brz. But that is - sorry - do the Finance Minister did nothing, absolutely nothing.

The taxpayer must continue to pay.

Yes, on these accounts, there are a few billion euros. Since it is not so, if here and there, missing a few million and be paid into accounts Epitarsis - courtesy of the accounting agency and its management. The transaction SAP_ALL can treat these "accounting in Austria table" then cosmetic. The servers are indeed in the GT and there you have everything under control. The listener is always ready for Florida.

Yes oops, but there were also civil servants, that this - for all their love for Epitarsis - already noticed. A Councilor for example, since 1966 in the Ministry of Finance, he received in December 2002 amnesia injection. He could not remember anything more. What luck.

I can remember.
And for that I will ask for pain and suffering, 500.000 € - www.peterpilz.at also because of the denunciations.

If I get then the pain and suffering of my neighbors because of 8-year-old daily and nightly noise and then from the convent school - because of the psychological abuse - a few thousand dollars then I can now finally my hut and my forest on the Schneeberg.

are perhaps the Turks and mujahideen - or how hot - and then away in the summer already and I can make a serving.

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No way of?

In these days of constantly aware that the path I have taken no longer reversible. I wanted this at all?
No not really! at least not aware of the direction of the path comes out from inside me.
But is the awareness that the road only goes forward, I even large

fear and uncertainty.

fear whether the decisions and the next steps are to get the right ones.

fear, because then the separation from the family a virtually foregone conclusion and in everyday life is still hope in mind is that perhaps but one possibility is the past life together continue to lead but just a little "different". Whereby the "other" only on my appearance and related affairs, strangely, the interior for my family to be positive, but the exterior is the
environment of the family did not accept it .. This fact alone makes me go crazy ...

uncertainty if I really with all the consequences of separation, with all the obstacles lying in front of me .. would really get along.

All in all, the fear and insecurity is a constant companion of my life be. I would pursue the alternative path and I only live just now and then, this would mean that I am to some extent again in a "Soul prison" issued. This I've lived for decades now.

Certainly my soul would slip back into the completely dissatisfied state, maybe my immediate environment would then be happy again. But what about me?
hisheriger My whole journey was marked by "slander, hide, give up and revive. Each new "revival" was more violent, until it was no longer and a small internal bomb exploded in me. If this happens one is suddenly ready for anything, the main cause of pain goes away. It's a strange feeling terrible and yet liberating at the same.

the moment any external change is hardly bearable, although it still leaves my "affairs" there, the external representation of me for me is important, because only then will I, I am. In between, I feel funny now more than before. The "Outer" liberates the soul or blocking them at times.
I often have the Diskusson that this would amount to nothing, the exterior, where it is internally aware of what and who you are ... and will not be! This is an important point, because I would want to be a woman, yes I could live only now and then. However, when I realize 'm in my soul that I am a woman, this act of continual change of outward appearances is more difficult to bear for me.

Alsoooo .. a "no way of return?" ....

Actually I know the answer to my own question already.

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successes


success! are there to also be called, I want to describe even a blog describing the increasing problems. The following points are sometimes put me on my way quite a bit further and also made very happy. Hormone


: according to my endo I'm set optimally, "it's better not," said She had called when I got my values and the blood level of hormones ... And yet it is not my fast enough. I feel satisfaction, keeps the initial tiredness and fatigue produced, due to the Androcur (Testo-blockers) can be under, say my body adapts to it. The chest is now grown by 2.5 cm, shoulders, arms, hands and fingers and upper arm muscles and the lateral muscles (Lattisimus) have receded. Some acquaintances say that the facial features have become softer. The key legs is a bit "delicate" become all that I remember the clothes I buy ... I am quite at a Small number at the top of .. finally at 40 and not 42 .... For me, a totally satisfactory result.

The price of history, physical performance has declined for about 50-60% .. but that's ok for me ...

Epi: today I have had a further 257 to make an end of hair, violins with relaxing music has made my beautician Ingrid again all the work. I hope that this time the healing is better than last time because I have fought four days really ...
The Epi to me is the most important part of my path right now, because without the annoying beard shadow of the famous life experience already liese rather deal with.

life experience? now before the legislature sees sometimes that the "patient" demonstrably alive for a defined time in all social contexts than his desired / felt before sex and handled everyday.

Sounds so simple, just my opinion, this should be done only when the so-called Passing fit then at least to 90%. Otherwise it is in the "social environment" to irritation, as if a man stands in women's clothes, it seems grotesque and the other actors in the respective environments feel overwhelmed.

The Passing is a mix of facial expressions, voice, behavior and appearance Desiring sex, in other words, how come "I" over.
Many of us are transsexuals clear that we will never truly biological woman, because a trace of a born sex is just always remain, that we must be clear.
But 90% I think quite a thing about it is not grotesque acts and any person with the "well" feels natural.

I'm feeling quite well and also, of course, only just the thing prevented his beard me to step to the real life experience to implement, because I still need just a lot of make-up and that has then just to put on, so the urgent story of Eppilation .... said is slow ...

The hormones may bear this in that the beard does not grow as strong and fast but it is growing still holding ....

Outing : the sharing of one's own situation is a soul liberation in any way with any "outing" think of another soul stress on you, because once outed can I just so giving as I really am and I have to not block itself to the environment and the expectation of justice to.

The best outings this week I had one for a very good friend and colleague who I know for a long time, has also dealt with my own way, he wished that he get to know me as Sally. We know now more than 18 years, it was for me a moving and exciting situation, I am also open as I? I will block in my passing? shot down the idea through my head. But the colleague has welcomed me so warmly and so of course deal with me that for both of us a beautiful and interesting and fun evening was. I felt very comfortable and was taken seriously. The confession regarding his surprise, my natural ... I was really confirmed and just got ....

The other outing was another colleague, the very close to my heart. Somehow I have a natural I felt your desire to come out and I have done right. As far as openness and understanding are rarely brought against me.

Why I oute me? , it is important that you have in the immediate environment of the people to stand, that one, here are the problems that brings with it such a path can be exchanged. As I said feel naturally this respect towards women better, because somehow I feel that I make a connection with men do not have so.

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Twilight


have far too long, I again waited until I here bring about another entry.
is probably why the blog is not quite as chronological turn out as I had originally planned.

it has been since the last blog entry once again done a lot on my way. Some
stabilized, such as the case with my Endrokinologin. There is always an organizational effort in the middle of the week from my home where Sally-I have found my second home (of which I tell, but some other time), follow to to Reutlingen to my Endo. After all, this is an hour drive and the appropriate lead time to "judge".
Thus have I agreed with her that I need to call your and the prescription for the hormones will be sent to me.

Not so, however, the monthly visit to my accompanying psychotherapists. Why accompanying? Now our dear legislators rightly requires that a cash-approved psychotherapist wearing a medical degree the way to the "girl". It decides whether hormones and other support to be paid by the fund to be allocated. Otherwise it is a meeting rather a "stopping by" a Examine how to develop so and a little chat, a few concerns to be discussed ... All in all, sorry for the session 30 minutes and has no therapeutic background, but now that I may also visit an hour there also He is based in Reutlingen ... But I lack a

Psychotherapeuthin which accompanies me and helping me all this process. Many friends and friends help me with this, our flat where I am as Sally is at home at the same time as it were, a therapy center, for my two roommates to share the same fate as I and yet each of us stand and their different experiences. But a professional therapist is something else again.

Why a therapist and not a therapist? now I have consulted more than 10 months, a treatment that I have personally paid behind me. And I've found that I am a woman can open a lot more and easier than a man's is sometimes combined with the fact that there are at such meetings and intimate issues on the table and seeing a woman a very different understanding as a man and inquiring also different.

As just a free psychologist is helpful but, after all, I have an 8-page report, but unfortunately we this just not officially by the funds accepted, unless I only ride me, I now am in search of a new therapist make.

The experiences on this quest often beyond your understanding, and my frustration again, I have now rejected three times because I'm too old!. Four times the capacity of the practice was already full, eight times I was not called back even though I always speak good on the answering machine.

A request from the health insurance seems to me as if I file a complaint with a communications provider ...

I Had a really "serious" problem, such as cancer or a tumor, I would get without great hesitation using the cash ...

is also interesting to understand the universality of the immediate environment in this regard. I have discussed this evening with my wife, when asked when I tell which of the family, from the relationship. Again, we both had to realize that a life-threatening disease, the 100% understanding of all parties causes and probably puts in a great sympathy with them. What indeed is a good thing ....
Only ... I have with my assessment of my life for me for me in a satisfied state and a very lucky for me state can bring. It is not life-threatening ... and therefore it is incomprehensible to all??

Perhaps some readers just think about it. I admit it is a complex subject, and bordered by a thousand clichés peppered ...... "Look .. ne Transe with blond hair and red shoes" ..... "Look at the bitter woman is determined Modded ne ..."
All those sayings I had in my immediate circle of friends and family the last few weeks without me listening to me and my situation has drawn attention ....

I come to my real steps in a "Twilight Zone" .. I want to live for me and happy and in line I can only live as a woman, I must slander me but that the environment and the public does not deal with the issue has to ...
happy and unhappy at the same time ..... my condition is often, but I notice that with the passage of time and with the personal experience of the ICH's what I had to press more and more as long as there is inner conflict in me ..

I could be here forever continue the story and the facts and thoughts, but I'll leave it at, for even when writing these lines is to come back a little bit of soul-blues up in me and I but also in the past weeks could well enjoy success, I would also enjoy these few.

So now I have a lot of written perhaps you understand my point a little Twilight.
In this intermediate stage where I am located it is often ambiguous, all the matter with my family.

for me is the way I would commit the obvious, the more it hurts when the pathways are separated at some stage, one more than 29 years is gone together.

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243


Besides comforting feelings and various physical changes you have to order the hair removal to make his thoughts. Because the beard is growing in spite of the hormones, but it grows more slowly. Depending on your hair color is also a beard shadow.

The male readers can a song like singing and the girls reading this know how ugly is such a scratchy kiss ...

So .. the beard has to go. Laser, IPL, etc.. There are many methods, the oldest and most reliable is the Nadeleppilation, is this procedure has been around the turn of the century. At that time, an eye doctor who invented a device to krum grown eyelash to remove permanently.

On the advice of a friend and intense rushing Clever Do I have now decided for this procedure. What exactly happens?

Now the beauty stands out with a fine needle which is connected to a very large apparatus in the hair channel, you are alternating 1-3 seconds on the needle, which becomes hot and thus destroying the hair root. Then the hair can be removed with tweezers. The large apparatus controls the duration and intensity of the current surge.
This is done for each whisker, if you're lucky, the hair on the first attempt destroyed forever if you have bad luck comes the nasty part again ....

Yesterday I should learn my first lesson on 9/28/2010 by this method. Now I'm
eases by 243 dark hair on the chin.

I give more than the 10 hairs beautician said then the meeting ended, I was a little easier. Whether it hurts? ... Now I do not say :-)
My chin looked at the evening as the bow of a freighter, now one day later you can see the small cuts Nachbluten something but 243 hairs do not come back (hopefully).

duration of such treatment, one must expect 150-200 hours. A session is between 1 and 2 hours bearable ... and 100 € cost for one hour.

As discussions on the fast path which is necessary to calculate this performance by the health insurance from, but I'll tell a different time

Despite all ... even if the chin is a little crusty yet, I'm happy and the worst places in my face now gone.
it is however a psychological burden when you grow the beard needs and then with a stubble beard in the public to go ...

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hormones

HRT is an important part on the way to goal. Actually, I still wanted to tell you how I came to the hormones. Basically, it was not easy.

When I first visited with my Endrokinologin, the first question was who you psychological support. Your swollen pride I kept my 8-page report of my psychologist and my 10-page curriculum vitae under the nose. When the doctor told Dr. that I had paid for the therapy and the report itself and in addition auserkohren psychologist for a free've .. washed me pretty head.

The first measure was a direct referral to a psychotherapist me now 18 Accompanied months and he is also approved by the health insurance. When I became aware of an appointment with him, I felt like a Mulitple Choice Test .. you know but the questionnaire where you have to check ..

first Question: Do you want to live as a future wife?
A RESPONSE: Yes
Thought: no I've only covered because I want to celebrate Carnival in another season!

second Question: Do you want a hormone treatment
Answer: yes they thinking
: man back out the recipe ...

and so it went on and on, about 15 Minunten later I left the office with my referral, Moreover, what he had done for a long time to Endo (Endrokinologin) and made an appointment to get the recipe. It took another whole 4 weeks to the gene analysis and blood count was available until I read the friendly holiday cover me out the recipe and thankfully not 10 meters from the practice of a pharmacy which still everything to "camp" had. ...

I can not say how I trembled as I held my knees have the hormones in his hand.

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4 weeks HRT


HRTist the term for "hormone replacement therapy," on Wikipedia to contain in it a lot UDM_ISPELL_TYPE_DB if interested ... http://de.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hormonersatztherapie , I can read it to you.

The first days and weeks have been very eventful, at least for me ... At the start of HRT, I had a thousand questions ... arises when a change? how I see it? What changed first ?.... With these questions as I am in the HRT and in the summer.

had in the first week I just felt that I am tired and exhausted, at first I thought it would be through the professional stress .. But there is another fatigue was not I knew, for suddenly are several things difficult, especially physically. Most of the "changes" I have felt in the second week, the feelings, the feelings which I had repressed for decades, raised a now.
It's a great and pleasant feeling. There will always be "coherent" softer, gentler. However, I am also sensitive nd sensitive. Many a day is because sometimes even tearful. Physically, I'm

in the chest area 2 cm risen, now I can proudly present an A CUP, which previously was a natural reasons CUP AA. However
is not always an advantage. For everyday work I have still in my male bravado completed. It may need some time until I go to work as a girl in my management of my I could have in the next few days Job done. However, my opinion is that the passing has to be at least 90%.

Since pyhsischen changes by the hormones are not taxable, it is now interesting in the coming weeks. If the dress shirt on the shoulder is loose but stretches the chest, I'm making my thoughts, even more so then when colleagues on the power button on it for an eternity staring ...

Granted, a few days later I schmunzle about this situation to the point, I saw before me was a little embarrassed. As I reflected, "it feels so on when guys stare at the breasts of girls ...." .. Guys .. I can only say this is a modest sense of ...

All in all ... I am happier than ever before in my life and that despite the problems ahead will bring with it my way or, for example, the family does not want to go this route.

The feeling is so great that I never want to miss in life